21 January 2011

Patience is a virtue, but waiting is torture...

Yesterday, when I was sitting on the floor watching TV likes usual and out of nowhere, my smelly sis shouted: “Jieeeeeee, you got so many grey hairs!”

…and that smelly little bitch was likely to volunteer and help me to pluck them away. But unfortunately, she can’t get rid of all those bitchy grey hair, because if she does so, I’ll be bald. Sad case.

Ohh… Why is this happening to me? I think most probably, I’ve been thinking too much lately, too much! There’s so many things swimming around in my mind and the worst part is --- all of them are pending mode. So there’s never ending of thinking, planning and dreaming but no execution. This is simply torturing.

Here’s my torturing waiting list :

(1) I’ve planning and thinking on how to renovate and decorate my house for the pass………..5 months. From the early stage of having the idea or painting 1 of the wall BLACK, then turn out to be GREY 2 months ago and now I’ve decided just go for WHITE paint because I’m sick of imagine how will the house look like.

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From the early stage of allocating 10k for furniture and it had now increased to more than 15k. MFGS!! And the list just kept on expanding and expanding because I have too much time to think and this make me worry more, because I’m actually taking about the 1st phase of furniture purchasing. Can someone just fasten up the process and give me the god damn keys so that I don’t have to think too much and plan too much. And I believe, I need to wait for 1 more month, I guess.... grrRRrrrrrrRRRrr!!!

(Pity Jimmy, my dear ex-colleage that had been waiting for his house since 1 years ago, now I know you feel)  

(2) I’m so excited about my Taipei trip, did a lot of reading on places to visit and stuff to eat. I’ve plan a whole series of places to visit in an excel sheet and I’ve read it over and over again, hoping to slot in more interesting places for me and Caterpillar to explore.

Why am I so excited about the trip to Taipei?

First, I’ll get to wear my polka dots stocking that I’m not daring enough to wear it in Malaysia. Second, it will be spring time during our trip, so we might get to experience the “coldness” of spring. (I assume, hiak hiak)

(3) I’m waiting for good news. Some news that might give me a change in my life again.

(4) And last but not least, I’m waiting for the arrival of my new toy, which seems like there’s no ending of waiting. Although, I’ve been waiting for 1 week only and still I can’t wait to get my hand on it because I’ve planned on how to make good use of this new toy.

Arr...I guess, the first test I need to go through this year is ------- Be patience and wait.
Ohhh damn you, life!!

P/S: To keep myself of not thinking too much, I'm planning to do spring cleaning this weekend and Chinese new year shopping!

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